o(‧""‧)o SELLY'S Special Place o(‧""‧)o

最近很想去纹身~崩溃~密谋了很多了~

谁要一起拉？我不是大面积的~！

据说纹身会上瘾的哦~！哈哈~~~~~~~~~

心情很低落~我发觉我怎么老是被一些琐事而困扰着呢？说来说去也就那么点事情~怎么就那么得不能释怀呢？我很郁闷~！打电话么每次都是貌似不情愿听到我声音的样子~写email么，不见得总会回复我~无视多过于reply，不能再那么继续下去了~心情真的被搞得很差的会~！承诺“还”他1年的时间，好，那就慢慢的等到今年年底咯~不回来也不想明确表示要和我在一起么，那就over好了~不再想不再听不再说~！forget and get outta it...也许，可能，搞不好，水瓶真的不适合我，纵使自己再如何喜欢他，爱他，痛苦的感情还是早点放手退出比较的好~不适合作情人，那就做个最熟悉的陌生人好拉~！btw有这样的朋友也不错的哦~呵呵！

人总是付出一点，希望得到一点回报，才能更加满足的付出更多！但是现在看来，不适合我现在的状况！if not, give up...反正三只腿的蛤蟆不好找，2条腿的男人还不好找么？我没有拥有那么出色的男人的福气啊~！必须承认~！爱情也不是全部~let it be...如果1年后，找到属于我的归属了，那就好好去爱别人或者被爱吧~！被爱是一种幸福~爱一个人时常是痛苦~！我是个缺乏安全感的人，上次做个测试，说我生活其实环绕着很多灰色的空间~想想也很有道理的说~！好啦~1年后，没有结果，我就要重新出发~物色好男人~~~~hoho...老天保佑我啊~！嘻嘻！

 

我又来发牢骚了~！好长时间没有发了~！在这里写比较的安心，qq比较的杂乱~！现在都把想说的写进了diary,估计么希望给他看了~那就留给自己作为青春的纪念好了~（有无发现我很爱自言自语阿！hoho...)关于company outting么，korea得计划流产了~考虑到一些人没有护照，而且办理十分的麻烦，要去归属地的~！哎~济州岛的计划么了~！郁闷一下拉！还有么，the bodyshop计划买的东西么，在mal竟然没有~我只买到了三样， 最想要的洗手的还有点痘棒没有~不过，推荐你们买他家的olive味道的那些东西，味道很好闻的~我刚开始以为不是很好闻的，结果同事买了一套！那个赞~！tea tree系列也很好的拉~！还有那个foot得cream...cool...凉凉的~适合穿high heel得女士们哦！真想征战英国买个够！有人要去旅行的告诉我一下，帮我带~！hoho...AUS也可以阿~！好了，郁闷好了~！人生总是在郁闷~！不过还是要继续过下去~！加油咯~A ZA FIGHTING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Show my determination, my ambitions, my efforts, I know I can do better...

 

We are now even getting farther and farther...Time can tear up many things which now We are feeling strange to each other..To me, those which I was used to be familiar with now turned to be shit.....I dunno know you anyway...Dear, how can I do?...I feel exhausted...Even though I tried my best not to think abt you, I feel I need you badly sometimes...I just can not...anyway I know I should move on my life...you move on urs...the line between us is now paralleled...When will it be connected again...

 

I do miss you much...every day , every nite...every moment, every second...dream of you, think about you, now my head is messed up...I should stop ................................Monday is a new start...Fighting for life...

 

Yeah...Friday Friday Friday...

 

I can watch vedio clips all nite...I can sleep as much as I can...I can do whatever I want to do...

 

I love Friday....

 

PS:  a little bit over reacted..lol....wanna know why made me so happi...lol...'this one I wont tell you"...(quote from my Boss)

 

Happy Weekend....

Now its work hour, but nothing to do , my boss is surfing on the internet...what am I doing? Chatting ...lol...life's so leisured...

 

Long time no writing here except for the last few days...Feel like no more I wanna type here...Working is not easy, miss my student life so...

 

in 2004, i began my uni life...these years are reali amazing even though happened a lot of nuisances...anyway, I also feel happy there, expecially knew someone...lol

 

Miss our refectory, building A-D, library, gym, delicious food ate there, people, even that 5 god damn trees...

 

Miss when we had tests, we tried our best that nite before being tested, you can see students are full of the reading room, classrooms, and sit just on the ground (in the library becoz of AC);

 

Miss with my frnds, everyday, we wait for lunch time, and rush to the canteen, pick up a table or every Tuesday, no courses in the morning, we will buy one newspaper (only for the game), thats my life when I was a Junior.

 

Miss the bus, miss the road, miss my dorm, miss my teacher, miss my classmates, miss everything happened there..for good memory...I miss you, Songjiang Uni Town.

 

Anyway, l shoulda move on with my life...

 

PS: I miss you so much...

 

我觉得现在很好~哈哈~我真的是太伟大了~

生活很充实~单身很好~一切都很好~开心~

You are a murderer...

You murdered my Love...